Saturday, January 24, 2009

Anyone remember the PJ's?


I'm a huge fan of adult swim, i watch it regularly, and recently i saw they were bringing back the PJ's(projects). I was so hyped to hear that cause the pj's were one of my favorite shows as a kid, it was killed way too soon but a pretty good show all in all. I came inside tonight to find the pj's already in progress, the show was even more hilarious then i had remember, i think it was because i got the jokes allot better, and could understand the story line more. The show is super racist which was what i always liked about it because they didn't feel the need to be so politically correct, they weren't so preachy and up there own ass like all these other shows are now a days. I think this show was on way before its time though, the humor they used wasn't as accepted at the time, now with shows like family guy and south park on this show would probably be considered tame. Its a shame it couldn't have came out at least two years later, it probably would have lasted more then 40 episodes.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Seeking answers...

Recently I've been stricken with so much drama and bullshit, some of which was true some of which was made up, Just as things started to get better one of the drama causers happens to say something that was only told to a VERY good friend of mine, i didn't know what to think, how to react. I was in shock, he told me that it was the person i first thought of, the person closest to me, that only brought one person to mind. In my head i could only think bad things, how hurt i was that this person i had been through so much with, done so much for, would do such a thing to me. Yet at the same time, my heart is saying that I'm wrong, that this person wouldn't do anything like that, they never could. Its been bugging me for quite some hours now. I had to confront the person and find out what was going on, because the only two explanations to it are, the drama causer hacked mine or my friends gay space, or my friend is in fact telling people the private information i tell them. I decided to test things and said something bad to insure it would be relayed through out the bullshit cycle. Sure enough what was told to my friend was then told back to me almost exactly. This just added to my dilemma further, I had to get the truth, so i called the friend to try and get some clarity, friend was hasty to place blame on others and say "why would i do such a thing", shortly after hung up on me and wouldn't talk to me. A few minutes ago i got a call back and still no answers things just jumped from different person to different person..... Now i don't know whats going on. I'm not sure if i lost the one person i considered a true friend, or if i have been played a fool by drama causer. Its going to be a long morning.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Thoughts of home...

Well its been about two weeks here, things are moving slowly but moving, i have a sense of motivation here, I'm not being pushed but i feel like i can really get things done out here. I'm going to be starting school soon, if my mother stops holding me back. Lately Ive been thinking about back home, and I'm thinking if i even want to go back anymore, I'm not sure there is a point. I don't know whats left for me out there, the friends i had aren't even friends anymore, everyone turned on me and for what? who knows i guess i was just the finger that's worth cutting off. Its pretty sad because the people i did so much for are the people that fucked me over the worst, if i did go back it wont be for them, it will just me starting over again for....the third time or so hahaha.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Best Sesh Of My LIFE!

Alright so the vegas life isnt that bad, ive got a nice room great house, nice neighborhood, a little quiet for my taste but its nice all in all. But the one thing i miss the most about my cali life is the greatest of great kushemsmcdank(kush aka marijuana aka BOMBIE).......i got a bit before i came out here but thats long gone and i was gettin the itch, sounds a bit fiendish i know but i just really like to be blown ha!. So last night in desperation i scraped up what resin i could from my piece, some might say gross, but desprete times call for desprite measures. Today i didnt have to babysit my neice so i just did nothing and through the course of my day i was talking to my sister and she brought up a co-worker that she said smoked and he offered to smoke me out. So i though cool sounds like just what i needed, my sister got home and we just chilled for a bit and watched tv i talked to my babymama then around 8 my sisters friend...whos name was dana, dont get too excited it was a guy haha. He shows up and we dont smoke rigth away , just conversate for a while, this guy with a girls name has such interesting stories to tell, hes lived an interesting life. He had pretty goodlooking dank so i was excited, we headed outside to have a sesh and my sister came with us, i figured she was just gonna join us for the company. We got started and after a few hits dana asks my sister if she ever smokes, she said yeah, i didnt really think anything of it so we just continued then he hands it to my sister, to my suprise she took it and started to smoke. Ive seen my sister smoke before, only once though years back. I was suprised yet thought it was pretty fuckin cool. She kept on for about two bowls, i couldnt believe she had kept up for so long. We finished up and headed inside, her friend was heading home and handed me the last of his bud, Its a good two bowls or so, free bud is the best kind. When he left me and my sister started talking and a few minutes into our conversation i started to realize how alike we are. I think we were supposed to be twins or something. Now im just chillen watching king of the hill and hank just threw a fucking sandwich a lueann, probably the most hilarious thing to ever happen on this show. Still pretty faded and im going to go make my own sandwich now. Thanks for reading

Thursday, January 15, 2009

New place new start

Starting my new adventure in a completely new state, It was a pretty big 3 hour leap from the great state of California to the deserts of Nevada, I must admit my sisters house is quite nice, very homely, large and its really nice to finally have my own room again, The recent lack of privacy really got me down. Now i have really high expectations for myself, Gotta go back to school, get a job, and hopefully save up enough money to make something out of myself and gain stability before i head back to California, The journey has only begun, but I'm excited.